h8

Feel like punching people in the face now. Hate how waking up on the wrong side of the bed feels, because it feels really bad. Think I'm a spoilt brat who have no manners when I can't get whatever I want. Old habits are racing back, no matter how hard I fight to stay on top. I need to do something about myself. So irritated and pissed off. Talking to others just makes me feel more annoyed. Hate how all this shit is coming back to me. Hate how my feelings can go haywire easily. Hate how I can still miss somebody when I hate that somebody so bloody much to the core. Hate it, I wish the world would just fall apart right this very single second.

I haven't done my part well.
I hate too much.
I should just shut up.