Hi public holiday~

Hi all.

I met a flasher at my house void deck, on public holiday (Deepavali).
No kidding man. he was wearing a sarong also..... With no underwear.

WTF its gonna haunt me for life.
I'm gonna be reminded of the incident whenever I'm at the void deck.

Yep I reported it to the police already hahaha. Policeman told me to not go home so late, but that time I went home was only 10:20pm? I was coming from a pasar malam nearby my house.


Hahahahah happening eh......

High down low.

I disappoint people, I let down many.

But I'm sure as hell I don't want anymore drama in my life.
Its like I'm finding trouble for myself by going back to the same problem but I guess love is stupid like that.


Week 2 of school and.. Same as always my attention level during lectures is going downhill gradually. Trying to keep myself awake but sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. Life has been pretty mundane.. Which is pretty good I guess? I get to have more time for myself and.. Maybe a little too much time.


This asphyxiation is eating me up inside.

Famous last words.

I'd never understand why people would get involved with 3rd parties or cheating. I know I won't get over it entirely but it's just so unfair to me but uh, fuck it. I keep telling myself i deserve better. This isn't the 1st time happening to me. Furthermore with the same 3rd party? Fucking cunt situation. I'll just sit back and watch karma strike.. Luck has been really bad for me and I hope it's taking a turn for the better now. Yeah my trust for guys is like 0 already I know I shouldn't stereotype people like that but well, all of them are proving to be untrustworthy. So if you're attached, half the chances are your boyfriends might be flirting behind your back. Whatever. I said half not all. But whatever, moving on.


Anyway school resumed and I'm really psyched because it's the last semester of my entire polytechnic life :) and can u believe it, I actually have 10 modules to take!! Freaking insane. Hope I'll do better and get that last pull up for my gpa!! Anyway NYP koufu's tomyam is freaking awesome. Gonna spam it with my girls this semester hahahahha.

Okay. Fingers crossed.
Hope everything will turn out better for me... :)

Thought I knew you.

I've never been truly loved by someone seriously.

I didn't expect it to end so quickly.
But I guess if you're happy then I'll leave you to be.

Yes, I don't stay friends with the ex.

There was once you told me I was talking bullshit when I raised the idea of us being friends. Yet now you kept insisting to be friends but I won't allow it. So, I think if we cut off all contacts we'll be better off happier without one another, well, at least I know you're happy now.

You know I have so much to say to you.

Recently I've fallen really ill, its not that you don't know cause I've been tweeting about it and I know you did read it. Yet on the very same day I just wanted to call and talk to you and you can tell me stuffs like,

"I'm happier without you as my girlfriend. I'm so much more stress-free, at least I bothered to pick up your phone call."

What the fuck was that about?? And that my sister has fallen ill as well yet you can text her like,

"Get well soon!!!! Eat lots of fruits and drink lots of water!! Rest more!!:)"

Me? What do I get from you?

"I'm happier with my life now, without you in it."

And you can say things like, "Yeah I deleted all our pictures on facebook, at least I didn't untag your photos of us."

Well mister, you don't have to cause I've already deleted them all and I'm leaving behind nothing at all. Sure, it sucks to delete over 20 albums of us and it hurts me to so much to delete them and yet you deleted our photos off your facebook so easily, leisurely and care-freely.


The people whom you trust to never hurt you, normally are gonna hurt you anyway.

Suck on that. Life like this, truth hurts. Shit happens.


You know what,
I've always been faithful and truthful, no lies at all. I spoke my mind about the things I'm unhappy about to you.

You?
You kept so many things from me. You cheated behind my back. You lied to me constantly.


Now,
Am I your biggest fool or what?

This is too funny.

HHAHAHAAHHA!!!!!!

The driver in the maroon car will be like, "WTF?!?!?!?!"


SO FUNNY!

Love hurts, but sometimes its a good hurt.

Opening my heart.

You know,


When you forgive, thats when you truly learnt to love.



Understood.

School starts in 2 weeks time.
Then after the semester ends, I'll graduate. Wow time really flies. Seems like I just joined nyp yesterday?!