special

Its that special someone that keeps your faith strong, keeps your mind going on, keeps your heart beating, keeps that smile from turning into a frown.

I'm losing that special someone or rather,
I don't have that special someone to start with.

paranoid

When I was bathing,
Scenes of Phobia 2 flashed through my mind.

Damn right I was so paranoid about it I had to think twice and peep before opening the toilet doors and I had to switch on every lights in the house.

Gotta stop scaring myself silly mannnnnn

blurry

Its been a long time since I've had hangouts with my girlfriends.
Cos all of us are always busy, always with work hehehe.

Had steamboat @ Bugis!! And then we walked to Cityhall to see the F1 event.
Welllll technically we can't see it, but we can only hear the cars go vroom vroom!!
Good enough, wait actually I really wanna see Lewis Hamilton :D





She says, "Miss paparazzi can you wait for a moment"


Then my sister got all of us vanilla icecream cones from mac!





I had fun and I miss my friends alotttttttttttttt

I hope we can have another outing soon and I'm sooo looking forward to it!
Love you all very much, each and every single one of you guys.

Life has been.. Going good lately :)

GST

Hihihihihi I feel retarded now.

I'm going back to work tomorrow!
After 3 off days.

Tomorrow the only close friend I have that is working is..
Lin Huishan.

:(

I will try my best to be nice to all customers!

G : Greet
S : Smile
T : Thanks

HAHAHAHAA

mercy

My daily dose of Impact peach mints and lollipops.

Life has been rather peaceful for me. Quiet, peace, serenity.
A moment ago someone apologised to me for lying to me about his status.

Why should people be afraid of showing or telling others about their partners? You should be lucky to have found your other half unless you're someone who's a player that keeps wanting more. I never wanna encounter something like that again.

Just my two cents worth.

I..

I wasn't asking for a war.

I realized this space have "alot of eyes on it".
I will spill my personal thoughts and issues to the minimum because I like it that way. My skeletions are back to the closet.

I will be back.

I realized I started all sentences with, "I".

I should sleep early, its 3am in the morning.
I miss my colleagues at tru, my sec sch friends and my poly friends.

I'm craving for tom yam maggie again.

last christmas

Pink ranger, Ahmad, Deborah, Atika, Me, Black ranger

(Pssssss my ass didn't touch his little brother ok!!)

Dated, December 20, 2008

Thats last Christmas!! When I was still a gift wrapper. Wow in 3 more months, this will mean I've worked at tru for 1 year already. 1 freaking year HAHAHA

I miss the old guys. And I kinda miss my long hair too.

Might be letting it grow!!!!! So that I can tie alot of patterns.

Feeling kinda hungry. I wanna eat maggie. Over consumption = unhealthy & bad

WTF

it doesn't matter

WORK WAS ESPECIALLY FUN!

Customers were being really nice to me and didn't give me any problem. Partially its because its a freaking weekday. Slacky day as compared to the past 3 days.

Thanks hs and mel for the java chip!!!! And 2 ferrero rocher!!
They visited me too, together with faizal! And helped me with straightening.

Hehehehe today was a good day.



SOWWWWIE I KNOW I LOOK REALLY BAD WITH THE PINK UNIFORM AND CAP ON!!!

Exams results out soon, if its good I will blog about it.
If not........... I will lock myself up at home and eat maggie all day.

Sowie again, I got a maggie mee fetish. Especially tom yam flavour ones.
The sour spicy flavour, waaaaaaaa shiok to the maximum!!!

Like I said its a fetish, more like an obsession.
HAHAHAHA

Okay if someone buys me 10 tom yam maggie from myojo for my birthday,
I sure go bald.

Dream on lahhhhhhhhhhh.

I can wake up at 3pm tomorrow!!!

HAPPY

tired

Care for a....


Spicy drumlet?

Or


Half a corn?

Today was freaking awesome!!!!
Huishan and I have been talking to each other alot at our exit station since last week, had fun doing floor with Melvyn, Shili and Thenghui and many others more. I find work damn enjoyable, mainly because of........

Yeah only some of us know the reason why hahaha.

Okay in the morning I got kinda pissed because I had to carry a box, which is taller than me and bigger than me, in terms of width. I'm 1.6 and imagine, I'm carrying a box filled with a big car from my work station to a storeroom for 2 times. Mind you, the distance I had to walk was quite far.

I swear I got pissed, he wants me to giftwrap it too.

I totally gave him the "wtf" look and I wanna kick him in the balls so badly.

After that I was okay and I kept laughing alot. Went home at 6+ in the evening to have dinner at home with my family.

I wish everyday was today.


So sleepy now, had only 5 hours of sleep last night.
So... I will sleep early tonight!!

I miss my tru friends!!!!

The cup is half empty.

just got out of bed

I feel like penning down every thoughts I have towards some issues. I'm not a person who expresses myself with good words, i guess it'll pose as a challenge.

This month has been rather rocky, hurtful and upsetting in a way. Its as if I just got myself a ticket to miseryland unknowingly. I've been losing alot of money during work and making people get pissed off with me cos I'm not there to help them. But it isn't something I can control cos I have my own work to do, you can't expect me to spoonfeed you all the time right.

All those gossips about one another, I don't even think it would fit into the normal human being hearing range. Its exceeding the decibels. From what I've observed,

A says means things about B to C. A and B would still be very close together in terms of friendship and A would still say bad things about C to D.

I wouldn't wanna work in an environment like this, imho.

Misplaced my wallet yesterday, with my IC and everything in it. Thank God it was retrieved today. But there's this lingering loneliness in my heart, because my wallet isn't here with me now. That wallet of mine, has priceless sentimental value. My dad had bought it for me in HongKong, the love, money and effort put into a small wallet and is being passed onto me. If I were to lose it I'll be really upset.

I'm not blowing small matters up. Its that kinda feeling where you don't get everyday.
Right now I just feel like taking a break from the busy life and spend quality time with my family and friends. I wanna withdraw myself from everything.

I once told my bestfriend, I havent shed a tear in almost a year, except during movies. She said I was nuts. I said its a fact.

A few hours ago, I did. Because of my wallet issue. I feel like a wuss. I don't like crying because, its pathetic. Makes you a weakling and more prone to subtle attacks. But, it feels good to let it all out sometimes.

"Cause I gotta know, what made me unbeautiful"

shit happens

I'm so pissed I cannot find anyone to replace me tomorrow.
Asked so many people if they're free but they all arent.
Ok not in a good mood, furthermore I don't wanna miss cca.

Shit. the world, the people

Ze life of a busy life.

I think I need to hibernate, like a few years

people asked..

"Joyce are you okay?"

"Joyce why so sad?"

Sowwwwie, its not I wanna attract attention ok. Its because lately, alot of the negative side of life are beginning to show and then.. Yeah hope its getting better.

Thanks and love you all for showering your care and concern on me. I am really grateful of it. You know all who you are, :)



Ridhwan and me!!!

And also lately I've been busy with work and this resulted in me having NO LIFE hahaha. By no life, it also includes no family day no social life no shopping no nothing ok!! Uncool. But nevermind my bank account will be cashed in with moneymoney soon!! 2 more weeks.

Endurance.

I felt as if I've been learning to love others more these past few days. Its complicated really, doesn't mean i go around liking & flirting with guys or what ok. Freaking player, loser ttm man. I love family, and friends. Xox

I feel as if im typing nonsense now because my eyes are really half opened. Suddenly I hope school will start soon because I wanna go to school and see my classamates, and even though the distance is really really a turnoff I guess going to school is good :)

I'm so sleepy I feel I'm gonna crash onto my laptop any moment now.
Goodnightttttttttttttt!!!!!

My brother wrote, "Plese do not eat!!! From/by Bryan Lee (with a crying face)"

I think sometimes he's damn adorable and sometimes he's just being a devil.

Why he wrote all that to show my sister and me is because we always kope his milo energy food. Hahha i'm sowwwwie, its so yummy!!

Gonna watch The Ramen Girl now.

Having a headache now, so must relax hahaha

saturday

Nowadays I don't have my social life because I'm working like, 4 days a week. And my shifts normally last until 11pm and the next day I have work again. So... Sleep is definitely more important!

I so sowie my blog so boring.
But I don't believe that more photos spam = interesting blog

I very angryz, cause there's 1 customer who made me carry heavy boxes to make payment, in the end she don't want. By heavy, I mean really heavy. But ohwell, I was doing floor yesterday.

And then when I was arranging the soft toys by different animals in each pigeon hole, after I came back in like 5 minutes it got mixed up again. No heart, you all no heart.

My mind is going haywire.
Thankyou Shili, Melvyn, Huishan, Yanping and Ain for making me happy yesterday :)

Today i'm going to make every minute worth, just watch me.

endless

Its like a bomb just landed into my life.
Its all falling apart
I can't take it anymore
And I'm dreading every single second of it
Its as if my world is crashing down on me

I might be going.

Thanks for the "care" and "concern", I really see your "kind intentions" Sometimes it makes me wonder if you're doing it for real or you're just putting up a facade?

Sensitivity

work

Wednesday (9/9) : 2pm to 11pm
Thursday (10/9) : 10am to 11pm
Friday (11/9) : 6pm to 11pm/12am
Saturday (12/9) : 10am to 11pm/12am/1am

I-NEED-SLEEP-BADLY

For someone who sleeps at 4am and waking up at 3pm, its not an easy feat.

My legs are killing me, so are my arms and fingers.

I'm so tired!!!!!!!!!!11111

zhaolin's legal 18

Yesterday (8/9/09)

Watched G-Force with Edwin and the hamsters were really really adorable! Then, met up with Linda chua at Raffles and the rest at Jurong Point!

Okay i dont feel like typing grandmother stories out, its freaking 0240 in the morning and I'm going to work tomorrow!! YAYYYYYYYYY excited.


HI IM JOYCE LEE LL!!!!!!






Tay zhao lin the birthday boyyyyyyyy





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I'm going to cultivate a good sleeping habit,
EG. SLEEPING AT 11PM AND WAKING UP AT 8AM

This is how good girls behave.
I wanna be a good girl.

In case you all don't know, I sleep at 4am 5am,
and wakes up at 3pm HAHAHAH awesome or what.

Okay baiiiiiiii goodnight eveybody!
It was a tiresome day and I miss my friends alot, you know who you are ♥

night's out, light's out

Today I got myself,

1 bag, 2 bottoms, 3 tops, some accessories and 1 pair of slippers.

Waaaaaa crazily happy about it man! I think from my 3 days of shopping since the end of exams I got, 2 bags, 2 bottoms, 9 tops, 3 belts and 1 pair of slippers. Shiokkkkk I like!! More to come :D But my cash is depleting like crazzzzzzy.

Watched I Love You, Beth Cooper and had dinner at Secret Recipe! Yumyum. The movie was alright and I really had fun today, just alone with my sister and me :D








Have been cabbing way too much mannn. Gotta restrict myself to taking the cab only 2 times a week or something. Freaking money burner.

Ok i'm going to play roller coaster kingdom on facebook naoooo!!
So addictive man. Add me as your neighbour!!! Ok i promise to clean your park.

morning talks

FREAKNG 0424 IN THE MORNING NAOOOOO

I think I'm not like other girls. Cos most good girls go to bed early and wake up early to have breakfast with their family and then do housework and stuffs like that.

I wake up at timings as late as 3pm.

At 3pm, most office workers will be knocking off from work 2 hours later. Die lah dieeeeeee. This is so screwed.

Wah saizzzz I'm so vexed and confused nowadays.
I wanna dye and highlight my hair but then I haven't decide.
I wanna cut my hair but later regret, say too short.
I wanna have piercings but my friends say, "ON THE EARS ENOUGH OK DONT BE STUPID HOR LATER REGRET"

But my ears already have like, 11 piercings!!!!!!

I'm so sick of ear piercings already.
I wanna do something thats so freaking cool!!!!!!
Hmm....

I don't want my heart to go haywire.
I should keep it close with me safely right! Yeahhhhh.
But you're so attractive. Your eyes are so mesmerizing
I think i go be a lesbian better, hmm might consider.

My entry so colourful, did it blind you all?
Okay lah sowwie I won't do it ever again.
I go sleep naoooz, byebye goodnight!!

my lil bro's 9th birthday

As mentioned,

Happy 9th birthday Bryan Lee!!!!!!!!

Woke up at 3pm in the afternoon. Dinner was at Jack's place. Bought 1 bag and 3 belts. Homed. Birthday song and cake and this pretty much rounds up my sunday.









No matter how much you piss me off or what I'll still love you the same :)





Anyhoooz I'm starting work on wednesday at the same old place since dec 2008!! I miss the greatest toys store in the universe and I can't wait to go back to work soon.

Update more soon, BAIIIIIIIIIIII

I think its all falling apart.
My heart is not where its supposed to be.