Ups and Downs, Highs and Lows.

"So if by the time the bar closes
and you feel like falling down
I'll carry you home tonight"

Acceptance.

And also,

Can't believe I took initiative to help a certain someone to do something yet no word of thanks or apology or whatnot.

Some people need to pull the trigger to their head then die... Then be shot again.

Fuming.

Oh god I swear I've never once come across someone so horrible, lazy, disrespectful, annoying and many more...

First you lied and lied and lied to me so many times like a pedophile constantly eyeing on small kids (just a figure of speech).

Constantly helping you through your darkest period of times, lending you a helping hand even when I lost so much. Don't fucking be rude and disrespectful and you're not a lady at all because if you can't carry yourself well, don't expect people to respect you.

There are so many things I got to know, your secrets and your everything. Couldn't believe it when I got to know I've been lied to yet again. Guess what bitch, this toy of yours just got sick of all your fucked up doings and you just need to gtfo and find somebody who gives a shit or even bother to be hurt and lied to by you.

I want so much to go but the thing is, I can't. It's always there.

FTS. Fuxk you all. FTW.

Season Greetings!

So....... How's it going?

Am currently "ENJOYING" my holidays after my last commontests (5 to be exact) for my entire poly life.
Yay!?

Overwhelmed with all the assignments and really, 2 weeks isn't enough at all.
Haven't had a proper good and long sleep.

Commontest period was kinda hellish, to and fro home, school and the hospital and I'm dead beat. And also how am I stupid enough to have missed out a subtle question on my test paper? Fuck it man, I totally overlooked it and what? I lost like 5 marks when I freaking know the answer already but ohwell, whatevaaaaa.

Hmmm, let's see when I'll be back to blog.. If I'm able to survive this semester ;)


xoxo

Another year older!

HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!!!!!
(27/11)

Erm actually its supposed to be taken together with my twin sister also but it is stored in the camera and I couldn't be arsed to transfer from the cam hahahah oops..


Birthday lunch was at Marriott hotel with my beloved family. The food there was awesome! However I had high hopes for the cream pasta that was cooked by one of their staffs on the spot.

First it was bloody bloody oily like nobody's business and secondly its so tasteless and dry. Still can tell me she is gonna cook like carbonara. Si mi leh eeeeewww........

And I had their roast beef also? And I officially cannot take in medium rare. I'll only eat medium well and up haahha. so bloody and imagine the amount of bacteria present!! Okay but anyway food was good. Love the salad, love the sashimi, love the tiramisu.

Yes omg I really stuffed myself silly with all the tiramisu!!!!!!

Thanks mummy and daddy for the angpao money!!! Hehehehe. Love the black forest cake also :)

我爱你们！
我二十岁了！！！！！




Night spent with little boy. Was being treated and pampered to a full body massage + reflexology!!!! YAYYYYYY :)

The lady who massaged me was rly surprised as to why my muscles were so tensed at my feet, my calves, my shoulders and neck. After the massage I feel so shiok I can fly hahaha.

Then it was dinner at Harry's Bar treated by wc. Won myself a shot of vodka but I didn't drink it cos I dont know why I just hate liquor now?!?!


Awesome day with the ones I love.
Couldn't have asked for better :)

Somewhere far beyond this world

Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left.


I feel nothing.

Hawthorn and Wolfberry ice-cream!!

Infact I think we're all quite sad that sph didn't use 6 of us (PRODUCTION TEAM) photo instead they chose to portray those 2 girls who designed the package. They didn't even credit our names ahhhhhhhhhhh~~

If you don't have the physical product, how to have packaging correct?!
But I also know the packaging play a part in winning the IDF award as well~

But aiya nvm at least our faces and CHINESE NAMES appeared in Lian He Zao Bao (联合早报) *pats on all our backs*



冰淇淋含中药材口味 I think it translates to ice-cream mixed with herbal flavour.


HAHAHA CAN YOU TELL WHERE AM I!!!!!

I'm like the most brownest tannest darkest girl standing in the middle and I look so short like a midget hahahaha.


Anyway at least I've done something good in my last year of my polytechnic life. Now I can graduate happily next year and look back and say, "I DID ACHIEVE SOMETHING AWESOME IN POLY!!!" HEHEHEHE.


This week has been seriously tiring and exhausting.
Due to this media and press event held yesterday at nyp, we had to rush out like 50kg of ice-cream and let me tell you, 50KG IS NO JOKE MAN. In the end we prepared like say... More than 500 cups of ice-cream?!!? Oh god.

Anyway all the long hours every weekdays, racking our brains to improve and do up an awesome herbal ice-cream for 3 months has paid off... :)

And I hope Eu Yan Sang really choose to commerialize this 2 flavours of ice-cream!!

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy :)

Schoooooooool, lets go!

What can I say but........

School school school school is revolving around me now.
Countless number of assignments that I can't even keep track of.

Must.... Persevere!!!!

Last semester of the school term already :)

Hi public holiday~

Hi all.

I met a flasher at my house void deck, on public holiday (Deepavali).
No kidding man. he was wearing a sarong also..... With no underwear.

WTF its gonna haunt me for life.
I'm gonna be reminded of the incident whenever I'm at the void deck.

Yep I reported it to the police already hahaha. Policeman told me to not go home so late, but that time I went home was only 10:20pm? I was coming from a pasar malam nearby my house.


Hahahahah happening eh......

High down low.

I disappoint people, I let down many.

But I'm sure as hell I don't want anymore drama in my life.
Its like I'm finding trouble for myself by going back to the same problem but I guess love is stupid like that.


Week 2 of school and.. Same as always my attention level during lectures is going downhill gradually. Trying to keep myself awake but sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. Life has been pretty mundane.. Which is pretty good I guess? I get to have more time for myself and.. Maybe a little too much time.


This asphyxiation is eating me up inside.

Famous last words.

I'd never understand why people would get involved with 3rd parties or cheating. I know I won't get over it entirely but it's just so unfair to me but uh, fuck it. I keep telling myself i deserve better. This isn't the 1st time happening to me. Furthermore with the same 3rd party? Fucking cunt situation. I'll just sit back and watch karma strike.. Luck has been really bad for me and I hope it's taking a turn for the better now. Yeah my trust for guys is like 0 already I know I shouldn't stereotype people like that but well, all of them are proving to be untrustworthy. So if you're attached, half the chances are your boyfriends might be flirting behind your back. Whatever. I said half not all. But whatever, moving on.


Anyway school resumed and I'm really psyched because it's the last semester of my entire polytechnic life :) and can u believe it, I actually have 10 modules to take!! Freaking insane. Hope I'll do better and get that last pull up for my gpa!! Anyway NYP koufu's tomyam is freaking awesome. Gonna spam it with my girls this semester hahahahha.

Okay. Fingers crossed.
Hope everything will turn out better for me... :)

Thought I knew you.

I've never been truly loved by someone seriously.

I didn't expect it to end so quickly.
But I guess if you're happy then I'll leave you to be.

Yes, I don't stay friends with the ex.

There was once you told me I was talking bullshit when I raised the idea of us being friends. Yet now you kept insisting to be friends but I won't allow it. So, I think if we cut off all contacts we'll be better off happier without one another, well, at least I know you're happy now.

You know I have so much to say to you.

Recently I've fallen really ill, its not that you don't know cause I've been tweeting about it and I know you did read it. Yet on the very same day I just wanted to call and talk to you and you can tell me stuffs like,

"I'm happier without you as my girlfriend. I'm so much more stress-free, at least I bothered to pick up your phone call."

What the fuck was that about?? And that my sister has fallen ill as well yet you can text her like,

"Get well soon!!!! Eat lots of fruits and drink lots of water!! Rest more!!:)"

Me? What do I get from you?

"I'm happier with my life now, without you in it."

And you can say things like, "Yeah I deleted all our pictures on facebook, at least I didn't untag your photos of us."

Well mister, you don't have to cause I've already deleted them all and I'm leaving behind nothing at all. Sure, it sucks to delete over 20 albums of us and it hurts me to so much to delete them and yet you deleted our photos off your facebook so easily, leisurely and care-freely.


The people whom you trust to never hurt you, normally are gonna hurt you anyway.

Suck on that. Life like this, truth hurts. Shit happens.


You know what,
I've always been faithful and truthful, no lies at all. I spoke my mind about the things I'm unhappy about to you.

You?
You kept so many things from me. You cheated behind my back. You lied to me constantly.


Now,
Am I your biggest fool or what?

This is too funny.

HHAHAHAAHHA!!!!!!

The driver in the maroon car will be like, "WTF?!?!?!?!"


SO FUNNY!

Love hurts, but sometimes its a good hurt.

Opening my heart.

You know,


When you forgive, thats when you truly learnt to love.



Understood.

School starts in 2 weeks time.
Then after the semester ends, I'll graduate. Wow time really flies. Seems like I just joined nyp yesterday?!

My favourite insults of all time.

Went to google and I saw a shit load of insulting insults.
HAHAHHAHA so let me share it with you all....


1) You’re so ugly Hello Kitty said goodbye to you.

2) I would ask how old you are, but I know you can't count that high.

3) If you really want to know about mistakes you should ask your parents.

4) Shut up, you'll never be the man your mother is

5) Your mamma so fat she has to wear 2 watches because she covers two time zones

6) I may be fat but you’re ugly and I can diet.

7) Is that your face? Or did your neck just throw up?

8) Your momma so fat, when she went to a doctor, she stepped on a scale and the doctor said Hey, thats my phone number

9) You’re so fake that Barbie is more real than you

10) My mother is more of a man then you. And she's a woman..

11) If stupidity was a disease, you would be dead right now.

12) I could give you a penny for your thoughts and get change back.

13) I wish I had a lower I.Q., maybe then I could enjoy your company.

14) Yo mamma's so fat last Christmas I took a picture of her and it is still printing



Hhahahaha I wonder who's the genius behind all these insults.

And yes, while I reading through this insults all I can think of was saying all this to you right in your face.

Sucker. Still hating you til this very day. You know what? Too bad, I'm the overall winner. Your life stinks, nobody wanna go out with you. Nobody wanna work with you, people shun you. Boooooooo (N)



Ok.
Must maintain ah!!!!!

Quitter.

Love is too overrated. Saying I love You becomes an overused phrase to others so much so saying it to your partner means nothing at all.


Sucks to have 2 parties lying to you throughout your entire seemingly happy life when the fact is you've been kept in the dark for far too long.


Now whats left is to heal thy heart on my own.

Not gonna drag my feet. Not gonna clean up this mess by myself.

Hello, pain and hurt.

We meet again.


This time, its between kinship and relationship.




Fuck you all.
I don't deserve this.

3D COVER

My 3D iphone cover!!!

Though you can't really see it from this gif image but its freaking awesome!!!

Only $9 yo!!!!

End End End~

HELLO SUCKAS!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY FYP ENDED 10 DAYS AGO!!!!
Ok la actually it ended like 2 weeks ago but 10 days ago was my final presentation.

That last day in school was confusing maximum can?? We have like 5 or 6 documents to submit and this this this doc must sumbit to supervisor and that that that doc must submit to another accessor.

CONFUSING ANOT U TELL ME?

THIS IS MY AWESOME POSTER HAHAH BUT THEN...... I had a major typo error can!!!!

These 2 girls have been with me through my entire fyp days doing ice-cream and helping me with everything. Appreciate it u guys, janice and xiujun!!

Yah so I'm having my 5 weeks of holidays now~
Ok la its fair to have more than 1 month of holidays because last sem I started my attachment immediately after exams and after attachment again, I started my fyp.

HAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAA JOKEZ.

Ok so I think im gonna work like everyday, and at the same time, recuperate!

Ok byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Only this time it's different.

If only I could, I would.

Random thoughts.

Fyp is almost over in less than 1 month? Wow thats fast. When I was having my attachment, time didn't pass that quick. My icecream making process is still quite unstable and.... Unsure of? I mean I found like the "perfect" base for my icecream (tastes alot like vanilla icecream!) but it's the fillings that is giving me a headache. And that damn longan meat is a pain in the ass to chop up into bits cos it keeps sticking onto my fingers like nobody business.

Anyways I'm on board a train now and its fascinating just to observe others hahaha. Gotta head to school now and hopefully things will go alright for me.


-

Please do not judge others and be so hypocritical about it. It just pains me to see douchebags and whores in such a wonderful place.

All your feelings, so deep inside.

A Walk To Remember,

Gotta be my #1 most favourite movie :)

Thoughts... Oh and half the year gone already?!

1) FYP STARTS TOMORROW AND WILL END LIKE IN EARLY SEPT.

2) Officially started working at another company. No more Toys "R" Us I guess? I've been working there for like 2 years plus already.

Well if you didn't know, I started out at the vivo outlet. Then last year my friend and I decided to go over to the paragon outlet. Eh... Political issues. And it doesnt feel like "home" at the vivo outlet anymore :(

Hoping my new part time job will be ~awesome~

3) Have been eating and eating way too much...... Big sigh.


Well truth to be told, I just kinda miss school. I miss Prima too, but well....
Idk which will be better, fyp in school or attachment at prima.


Okay anyway please visit my selling blogshop okay!!!!
CLICK HERE OKAY YOU WANT DISCOUNTS, I WILL GIVE OK CLEAR PLZZZZZ


Bai goodnight. I hope jurong mrt station doesnt fuck me up tmr.

Hahahahahhahaa. Sleep.

HELL YEAH!

HELLO, LONG TIME, LONG TIME.

Still enjoying life before fyp officially starts. Not really a big fan of school but I still got a year or less to go before getting my diploma. I just hope school will be much better than my attachment place?

R&D department, damn right its not my forte.

Yeah and like sometime this week, I finally got my debit card!!!!!
Means I can buy stuffs online using the credit card option instead of adopting the old atm transfer or ibanking!!!!
And it means I can stop asking my parents to lend me their credit cards heh heh heh.

1 more week of enjoyment~
Kayzzzzzzzz I think i should do my final summary of my attachment report. 3 points on what skills I have attained? Hmmm......

I only finished a point. What else to write?!

Iphone casing and sticker.

Mad cute. And the whole outlook only cost me like...
Almost $12!!!

Aaaaaah i love spongebob squarepants.

Goodbye Prima Limited~

So, last week marks the end of my 12 weeks attachment over at Prima Limited.
Yeah, R&D totally sucks. No doubt, i rather be a QA/QC officer doing checks and baking everyday rather than working on flours and doing checks on them.

Sure, my attachment place has really really awesome and friendly people!
Like this girl, she bought me bottles of herbal tea cos I was really sick at a period of time and there were a few times where even sneaked in a few tempura prawns for me to eat.
And at my R&D lab, the cleaning auntie always gives me seaweed & currypuffs to eat.
All of the aunties there are really friendly towards me as well.

Its like a love-hate oxymoron feeling.
People are awesome there.
But I don't think I can stand working R&D work for many years down the road. HMMMM.





Dinner with my beloved girls!!! Finally, after 3 months of not seeing them. Except Janice, i see her everyday cos we were having attachment at the same location! And anna and elyn were having theirs at the same place.

At least this way we wont be alone :D






Thank you for all the goodies!!!!
And auntie Jessie for buying that apple hahahaha.

2 weeks of break until fyp starts.
Can't wait to go back to school so I can see my classmates.

Aaaaaaaaaah still hooked onto Family Guy. Awesome show man~

For somewhat seem so long, I blogged hehehee.

So lazy to blog. All I do is to tweet tweet tweet

So follow me on twitter ok!!!!!!!!!

http://twitter.com/dearjoyce


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Yeah ok so countdown, 12 more days to the end of my attachment!!!!!!
Well, if i minus off 2 weekends + 1 public holiday, it'll be just 9 more days!!!

Walao i really can't wait. But truth to be told, I don't think i'll ever work at a R&D lab in the future after I enter the working life and stuff. Its really boring and really, its just an everyday routine.

Wellllllll idk la everyday I've been measuring protein, moisture and ash content of flours. I think more than 100 samples also have ok, everyday hor!!!!! But i really love the free lunch over there hahaah.
They always serve 三菜一汤 and 一盘水果 or 一碗糖水 (3 dishes + 1 soup + 1plate of oranges/1 bowl of dessert, red or green bean soup or etc)

Pretty upset I got transferred to QC lab work instead of my QA baking department 2 weeks ago. So I can't get to bake, eat buns, pastries or even prima deli cakes anymore :(
But at least I'm lucky enough to be the only student to go and have a look see at the production line at the 11th floor of the annexe block!!!!!!


K ah btw my hotmail got hacked also. i wont be using, rejoiceoverlittlethings@hotmail.com

Ok byebye I wanna watch Family Guy now :D
And by the way the last episode of VampireDiaries Season 2 is damn nice go watch pls. If you don't know whats Vampire diaries, go and start watching from season 1 ok thanks damn shiok leh see the Salvatore brothers hehehheehhe.

Can't get enough.

Thick spreads of nutella on toast.

Saturday, I'm in love.

Have faith.

Its going to be the end of the 3rd week for my Industrial Attachment Programme.

Yepppp, I've been posted to Prima Limited!

I think you guys should have heard about it? It makes flour and stuff. And the famous Prima Deli is one of its famous brand name?

Hahaha.
I'm under the baking and quality assurance department.

Like, I gotta bake every morning and then let the production people try and to see if there's any faults with the buns, pastries and everything. But seriously, I'm really sick of seeing all the buns and stuff.

Sure, I get to eat all the things I've baked and I've tried almost all the cakes sold at Prima Deli outlets!

But everytime I walk past places like BreadTalk I tend to cringe and feel all sick in my stomach.

I hope I graduate really soon.
I must survive through this year!!!!

Life has been hectic and tiring because of attachment.
:(





COLOURSSSSSSSSSSSSS



Tomorrow, week 4.
Get over it asap (Y)

Today, I feel beautiful.

Everyday is a beautiful day :)

You say is it fate or coincidence?

My nose is killing me?

Keep sneezing and mucus flowing like mad hahaha erxin only!!!!

Everytime when I fall sick, 4 numbers from my handphone number MIGHT come out in 4D one!!!!! I fell sick 2x this year, and 2x 4 digits from my hp number came out??

Accordingly somemore, never jump number!!


Walao......
Very tempting leh?!!?!?


And and.. 3 more days to my exams...
Don't laugh at me. I have 6 papers to take k mai siao....

Everyday semester also like that, commontest + exams got 6 papers each.
So every semester i got 12 papers to take + 1major huge project!!!!

Yeaaaa lor I super love my life can -_-

Cannot wait til march man, then i'll be a senior year 3 in school hohoho!!!!

LOL!!!!!!

LUCK LUCK LUCKY~

CNY has been really really awesomely great for me!!

Had fun with my cousins during day 1 of cny,
Had super much fun with my family @ River Angpao during day 2,
Had alot of fun with friends eating and gambling during day 3,
Had spent alot of quality time with bf during day 4.

I couldn't ask for anything else more than these!!

And and,
I won like around $60 to $70 during gambling!??!
HAHAHAHAHA~

And and the carlsberg contest I participated last month?

I GOT CHOSEN AS THE WEEK 3 WINNER!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHA, won for myself a few hundred dollars!!


Ok ah cannot anyhow spend money liaozzzzz :D

I feel artsy and angsty.

My sister doing some paper tracing.




Still my favourite pair of shoes even though I rarely wear it out now.




Colourful and comfy pantz.



Heelz.


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I hate starhub. They are the worst service provider ever.
Have been tryna get an iphone 4 since last tuesday but they only said 1 thing,

"Oh there isn't stock for it"

Even though dad and I queued before they opened at 11am today, still?
Fucking long queues, fucking same old words, "NO MORE STOCK"

Fuck your sorry ass okay.

Now I'm stuck with this Nokia 6600i slide phone.

Shaolin

Best movie I've ever since a very long time ago.
Never failed to make me cry like mad seriously!!!!!

I'm so inspired by what the Shaolins did for their people, and of course their fellow Shaolin friends.

Their heart, so clear, peaceful and pure.


我得明白， 我得反思， 我才会自在。

So how??

Got the teacher feel anot??

Hahahaha.

I used to want to be a F&N teacher.
But my course won't lead me down that down but instead,
I'll be pipetting some chemicals and do lab test and all that shit.

Hating it.

I rather be a professional sensory panelist or something, hahaha!!

Life is tough,
So I'm gonna smile through it all.

Monopoly deal.

Confession:

Last time when I see people playing monopoly deal I will think to myself....

"FUN MEH?!?!!?!"


Last time whenever I'm doing cashier and I see so many teenagers buying the monopoly deal and/or asking me where are the monopoly deal cards located at, I will think to myself....

"WHY PEOPLE WANNA WASTE $9.90 ON SOME STUPID CARDS?!?!"



Now......... I myself am hooked onto this game. Thanks to my bf!!

Yeah, I got my own deck of cards last friday :)
At a price of $8.90!!
I know like 99% of you all got it at $9.90 right?

LOL.



Sooooooo fun!!!
I feel the urge to play it again......

Welcome, CNY :)

Chinese New Year;

华人新年


哈哈哈哈哈哈 jk :)

Like waking up and jumping out of bed, it never felt so cherished when you fall sick.

Meds. Like my personal brand, nonetheless.

Favourite perfume. Viva la juicy from Juicy Couture :)