I miss you so bad.

It's almost the tenth week since you passed. 

Every single day, without fail, I'll be thinking about you. Your little precious cutie face.. Our daily routine.. I miss them all so dearly. 

I still remember the day where I brought you out to work for the first time during my cslive days, and I was working morning shift. I let you run free in the cable car as well and we took the bus home together, holding and placing you on my lap. I feel complete. 

No matter how sick you were, all I wanted was for you to be well, safe and sound. Bought you toys, treats (your favorite was the mealworms :)) and I was constantly upgrading your space so you can run around more. What breaks my heart was when I got you a new huge tank with loads of new toys yet you used it for only a month and you were gone.. Hurts me so bad. But I know you didn't mean to..

I know it'll probably sound stupid for you all (if anyone is reading this) but Sniffles is my pet and I love him dearly. It's clearly stupid and super nonsensical that some people wonder why the hell would I put so much effort into a small thing. 

Guess its just one of those days where I miss you terribly because you were always right infront and there for me, accompanying me through the hardest periods of my life. I'm going through a very tough academic period now.. 

But I feel at ease knowing you'll forever be in my heart. And I love you very much baby Sniffles. That last night we had, I'll never forget.

Goodnight, my dear angel. Hope hamster heaven has been treating you well :) 

I miss you, and I have and will always love you :)