This is a video of my hyperactive Squeaky, my baby 胖胖.

Love you so much :)

To do list

So much to do,

1) Finish up my 85% completed MMCC lab report
2) Do MMBY questions for upcoming exams
3) Revise MMBY lab techniques and questions for upcoming lab test
4) Practice BAB past year questions for upcoming exams
5) Revise MMCC lab techniques and questions for upcoming lab test
6) Revise the entire MMCC, BAB and MMBY lecture notes.

Everything is due in Feb, how to enjoy my chinese new year sighhhhhhh :(


I, JOYCE LEE, 
SHALL NOT PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE.

Don't know what you want,
Don't know what you mean,
Don't know what you are saying,
Don't know what you are trying to prove,
Don't know what you feel,

But.. Thou heart shall not falter.

"I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong."

― Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

I never stopped loving, I just stopped showing it. 

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

Thank you for fighting this battle.

 

Hello. I'm really glad to say this... I'm so pleased to see fatty's 2 humongous bloody wounds getting super better!! Like I can only see the pinkish part kind (which is his skin), no more red wounds. He has been holding onto this skin disease for almost 1 month and all I can do is to bring him to see the vet, forcing him to eat his meds (major challenge) and washing his cage almost every single day!!!!

I'm pretty amazed at how much effort I'm willing to put in just for this little small life. I love him alot, and I know it sounds pretty stupid if someone who doesn't like "rodents" hears this. Like who will love a hamster so much right? But I do, wholeheartedly.

So right now I really hope I get to celebrate fatty's birthday (I really hope he can live past 3 yrs) and I want him to celebrate my bday as well! He has already celebrated my 21st :) hahahah. And I really hope he can accompany me until I graduate from university. *flying kiss to my baby*, I miss you, even though you're currently situated just beside me :P

Life's a cycle. Still mundane, still trying my very best to keep up in classes and fighing very hard to keep myself awake during lectures (LOL).

2 years will fly by really fast, I hope..... 

End of week 7

Week 7 of school has come to a closure. Have made some really nice friends in my class as well! You know who you are, the 8 of you hahaha.

 Quite thankful for them cause they're really funny, nice to hangout with and helps me alot whenever I'm in doubt.

Well.. Am still the same, trying my best to keep up and understanding the lectures and lab lessons, and trying to absorb as much information whenever possible with my brainzzzzz. Exams are kinda nearing, major submission of lab reports are a stone throw away. However I still don't understand how can anyone squeeze 5-6 looooooong practicals methods into just 250 words?! That's really impossible please. No matter how much I try to cut down and be a grammer loser and cheat my word count through, I'm still probably stuck with just over 600 words? SIGH.

Very very afraid of the upcoming lab examinations and all.. *big sad face*

 Life has just been pretty mundane and normal I guess. I have been schooling, staying home, working, eating, and playing with my baby fatty (speaking of which... He's still covered with wounds and scratching alot. Hurts me like a crazzzzzy :(

Ok I'm ending this post with a photo of me wearing a face mask HAHAH. Cos for one of the lab practicals, we were dealing with fungus and yeast soooo.. I rather not take the risk of getting infected HEH.

It's funny how I don't miss you anymore.