maybe we'll go too far

Desperate hankering for sushi since i woke up
then, walked to imm with sista lurbe to get some!! fyi imm is a stone throw away from my place
got 3 packets that almost costed me 10 bucks but itz okeh :D

Then my sister is off to work :)


Oh yes, at around 3+ earlier on..
*____ toysrus calling*

ME: hello?
E: hello joyce?
ME: yeah?
E: can you come down to work tmr?
ME: err.. (hesitating bcos im having an event tmr)
ME: yes can
E: okay good come and do paperwork tmr
ME: huh what do you mean by paperwork?
E: oh its... aiyah tmr come down can alr
ME: okay.. what shift?
E: afternoon
ME: okay thx! byebye
E: byebye

hahahaaha damn excited
but i wonder what did he meant by PAPERWORK..
hmmmm kinda afraid that i'll miss linda's party
no worries darling i'll rush down after my work!
by all means squeezing in mrt cabins/cabbing down

May you people kickstart a wonderful year 2009
i hope i do, esp on 12th jan ;)

"If you're gone
maybe it's time to go home"

afresh

new year resolutions for the year 2009?

cliche,
like growing taller, loosing weight, reduce amount of spendings, reduce taking cabs, study hard (if i've done well for Os & get into poly), spend more time with my family & friends (since there's no more relationship)

speaking of which, i realised i've burnt most of my saturdays in the year 2008 with... nvm its all in the past & i've moved on :}

lindachua this is for you,
most prolly i'll be going to your house party tomorrow!


pretty much like blogging here(:
as if there's a calming ambience

here we go again

"So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain"


i dont think i can befriend guys/boys online or have never met
take this guy for example, "C" which i knew recently

C texted me, no idea how he got my number (I SWEAR I DID NOT GIVE MY NUMBER TO HIM)
at first im cool with it, i mean, "new friend!"
but then i started to find him quite annoying & pesky
because all he does it talk about being intimate & wtv shit

charming guy turned ugly
& i stopped contacting him

i'm not saying that people are too good for me to befriend
main point is that..
i find that 80% of my male friends do the same too


this is so shit
this entry is so ludicrous, inane & nonsensical too
goodnight everybody im turning in early for tonight

sisters day out

Yet, another day

was feeling way too bored at home so i dragged my sister to go out with me hahaha i feel so dominating
bathed, got changed and then we cabbed down to our destination

she was talking and then i snapped her unknowingly :-D
she's wearing my orange paulfrank watch!!!!

RAINING BANANAS. BLARDY SHITZ
FED THE MACHINE ALOT ALOT OF GOLDEN COINS BUT WE DIDNT REAP WHAT WE SOWED ):

then sissie went to get her pay slip and complimentary passes
actually working at gv seems fun.. hmmm
went to eat at cafe cartel soon after :)

pssss, i noticed alot of cafe cartel staffs' hair were dyed
in friggin obvious colours like BLONDE

waiter behind me so malu

the bread was so difficult to cut, and so many burnt spots..
ate halfway and then sista dont wanna eat

damn long since i last had wedges!!


ya'll know,
one of the staff there gave us 2 already upsized coke for free
he told us not to tell anybody hahaha
&, there's this free pen for every S$10 spent
but my sis & me only spent like S$16 and the same waiter gave us 2 pens

hahahaha thanks lah
didnt get hold of his name or else i would have complimented him ;)

done & done

walked and shopped around
bought some stuffs, very limited ):

im so friggin broke right now
my own savings, from 300 bucks to a distressing amount of 9 bucks
havent get my pay yet, nor my $150 good progress award
need money, i think everybody is vying for money to fall outta the sky

my sister met up with her combat skirmish friends
they took the red line while i took the green line home, alone
i like travelling alone, perhaps i'll do it when im older :)

oh and both my sister and i bought this just now

its a "BIG SIS" "LIL SIS" necklace woohoo

my sista da bestttttttttt
we always say, "SISTA LURBE" cos its cool

2 more days to new year's eve
3 more days to the year 2009
14 days to O level results day (THATS LIKE 2 WEEKS)

GOD BLESS ME, LET ME GET L1R4 LESS THAN 13 PTS PLS
DAMN SCARED, ARE YOU ANXIOUS?
IM HAVING COLD FEET ABOUT IT


"I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special"

nothing matters

I'm screaming, "I love you so"

i think i like you but i dont think i love you
i think i think about you but i dont think i dream about you
you think that i like you but i think its an infatuation

toys"R"us

Went to work yesterday, was early by 5 mins heh
I got to work at the exit station today cos xmas was over
and my contract for being a gift wrapper also ended but i re-applied to work at the exit ytd also.. so last day yes/no?

Was at lunchroom when i was looking at the straightening list
saw my name down at girls favourite & animal alley with fadhli
Thanks lah fadhli, animal alley was like the most difficult to straighten. Felt damn sad for all the toys, fancy being dragged around the tru store cruelly by children ):
mopped the centre lane both sides, girls favourite, animal alley and boys. i felt damn shaggggged

Then we washed our hands and had supper. The company had sponsered kfc for the whole staffs to sorta celebrate the hard work put in during christmas!!

LOOK AT THE AMT OF FOOD HAHAHAH SO MANY LEFTOVERS

fil& me haha look at the hair colours baybeh
robin kenny and i forgot who hahaha
the "i forgot who" made me damn embarrassed.. he said,
"i am not interested im only interested in joyce"

TALK ABOUT MAJOR EMBARRASSMENT

then, had shrinkwrap party
atika told me its the tru tradition that whosoever's birthdays or last day had to be shrinkwrapped hahaha felt damn sad for the 3 guys

yeah that the material used hawhaw
HAHAHHAAH TOTALLY WILD TELL ME ABOUT IT

Then cabbed home with atika and she told me how shes rejoicing over shrinkwrapping wali hahaha basket. and then i told her how i felt so heartfelt by his words 8-)

luv tru mannnnnnnn
:-D

okeh atika you can kope the pictures!!
& enjoy your 1 week off hahaha


totally hate irritating guys
by elaborating it will only lead to more un necessary probs
wish relationships never existed
nor being flirtacious, bloodyshit

a space for me to breathe,
temporary or permanent?
you decide

give me a break

Don't know whats up with me, but im feeling very terrrrrrible.

Never in my life had i love somebody so much, only to regret after breaking up with them. Yesterday aint a good night at all. I can't sleep, only to tear when our song was being played on my phone. Not a good feeling at all its so tormenting..

i wish the world would slow down for me to take a breather.
Cos all these vibes are really strangling me.

if only chances, happiness and love come by easily,
nobody would suffer from a heartbreak.

Too many "if only"s

if only..
if only..

if only..


Hiatus for 5 days due to hk trip.
& hopefully i'll get over it asap cos i cant take it anymore

If only guys do not exist, the world would definitely be much more beautiful place to live in.


I ain't prejudice towards guys. If only you all know how much i've fucking been through you'll agree with me, good riddance suckers.

beat as one?

Luv them all very much.

Friends. I thought i've found one right one but i dont think this statement makes any sense already. I'm beginning to grow numb to this situation sighs yeah, everything is so not apt and i think we're all moving on with our lives.

Crushed, Devasted.
Doubt you wouldnt know about how i feel now and you definitely know nuts about me. you're always portaying me as being hot-tempered and angry all the time why cant you get the fact that im fucking depressed over this stupid relationship!? sometimes i really had enough sometimes i just cant bare to leave this longest r/s of mine and i hate this "wanting to leave but not leaving" kinda feeling. you regret, but you detest. I hate how this is going you kept telling me no more fuckshit quarrels wow false hopes high, really high.

even the best falls down sometime.

if i had continue disregarding & not trust you i doubt i'd ever love you as much as i do now. i'd never thought this would last till this very day & i thought to myself, just give it a few months before calling everything off cos i have too many infatuations, too many infatuations. explainations and reasons that you give me might be inane and really making no sense but i really hope that you'll come to your senses and not lie to me, if you are. i spilled out all the truth that i did behind your back when you werent ard and im sorry for kissing other guys. cos fact remains that i love you and you do too.

2 more days to the big Os.
go, my friends i love you all so very much :)