"Cause I need time My heart is numb, has no feeling So while I'm still healing Just try and have a little patience.
I really wanna start over again I know you wanna be my salvation The one that I can always depend.
I'll try to be strong Believe me I'm trying to move on It's complicated but understand me. "
-Patience
Sometimes I have no idea as to what I really want and it resulted in me hurting alot of people. I guess I don't think if I'm ready for this. I dont' know if it'll work out. Ultimately its not the people that hurt me, I hurt myself unknowingly. I hope everything will turn out alright.
Went home straight after my commontest, which was 10am. Then when the train reached jurong east, it immediately rained,
I WAS SO FREAKING PISSED.
And I found out I didn't bring my umbrella, AGAIN -.- So I called mom and she agreed to bring an extra umbrella down to fetch me since she was home and on sick leave anyway. Sick leave ok, she is currently ill. And when she was reaching the destination like.. Halfway? The freaking rain stopped.
DOUBLE PISSED.
I made my mom fetch me for no reason when she was sick.
Sorry mom, and screw the rainy season!!!!!
I will pack an umbrella tmrw I will not forget (Y)
Both tests today was kinda alright for me. But it was way better than yesterday's test. Yesterday was shitty and I hope I never have to go through that again.
It rained heavily when I reached the interchange.
"Damn, I forgot to bring my umbrella.." I thought to myself quietly.
The walk from the interchange to my house takes 15 minutes and in between the distance there isn't any shelter available. Down on my luck, really. I took alot of detours and praying silently to myself and God that hopefully the rain would stop pouring. Walked at void decks, turning at roundabouts, hoping the rain would stop soon.
Then the rain got smaller until it was a drizzle. I quickly made my way across the road and to my block.
"Thank you God." I whispered, with a visble smile on my face.
Little did I know, a couple was sitting infront of me, staring intensely.
I went red almost immediately, they must have thought I'm lunatic.