past/present

don't feel apologetic, don't regret. there's no turning back ex, i don't want you back bcos you made me feel whats "the deepest point in life", pure sadness. i said, i had no feelings for you. you said, i dont need your feelings towards me i just need a chance. chance? i gave you numerous amount of chances but you crushed them like an innocent paper and threw it all away. disappointing and shameless? no amount of honey-coated words can revive those times we shared together. so long, and goodnight


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2009 came to all of us a few days ago
i felt that 2008 had been a really rough year for me
like really rough

olvl. problems. breakup. cryings. friends. family

hope 2009 will be less problematic to me
no more r/s, single is in

sleep

reached home at 530am TODAY
slept at 6am TODAY
going to work at 1pm TODAY

i slept for 5 hoursssss
i'm deprived of sleep, omg eyebags :(

everybody moved on

BEFORE I START THIS ENTRY I JUST WANNA SAY,
IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED & ANGERED BY A WOMAN

TODAY I WENT TO WORK YES.
DURING MY BREAK, I WENT TO THE TOILET
PLACED MY WALLET ONTOP OF THE TOILET PAPER THINGGY
FLUSHED THE TOILET AND I WALKED OUT
I WALKED OUT OF THE TOILET IN LESS THAN 1 MIN THEN I REALISED MY WALLET WAS MISSING
SO I RAN BACK AND I SAW MY WALLET THERE ON THE TP THING
BUT I SAW THAT IT WAS LEFT OPENED AND MY MONEY WAS GONE

MOTHERFKRKNNBCCBBLARDYHELLASSHOLEANGRY

THERE'S LIKE 15 DOLLARS IN THERE
IT WAS MY DINNER MONEY,
AND I HAD TO USE THE MONEY TO TOP UP MY EZLINK

BLOODY HELL IM SO PISSED OFF
WHY CANT PEOPLE BE CONSIDERATE AND MORE THOUGHTFUL AND

BE HONEST?
BE FUCKIN HONEST WITH YOURSELF
STEALING REALLY EASE ALL YOUR MONEY ISSUES?
BLOODY HELL SRSLY TO THAT BITCH WOMAN WHO TOOK MY MONEY,

I HOPE FUCKIN GET NIGHTMARES ABOUT ME KILLING YOU OVER&OVER
I HOPE YOU LOSE 15 DOLLARS AND THAT MONEY COMES FLYING TO ME

OHMYGOD WHY DO SUCH DISHONEST PEOPLE LIVE ON EARTH?
SRSLY A WASTE OF EARTH'S SPACE & OXYGEN

YOU'RE SO COCKED UP SRSLY


work was.... :)
sharpening pencils, sticking labels onto pallets, no uniforms, no blood-pressure-rising customers
my friends all said, "you so good" but tmr have to wear uniform alr
btw happy birthday chang zhen :)



31st dec
work afternoon shift, but erwan let me off at 9 bcos im done with work
woohoo. mrted down to linda's house and i can smell bbq alr lor
okeh photos

We're playing TABOO
SO FUN, AND OBVIOUSLY FUNNY BCOS OF EVERYBODY'S ACTIONS
example,
& i had to let my team members guess the word "BUTCHER"
then i did this "CHOPPING" action
they all said, "KILL" "MURDERER" "KILLER"
i said "MARKET MARKET!"
hahahahahahah

yilian had to interpret out, "BUTTERFLY"
she said, "MRS LOH!!!!"
i screamed "WITCH" then everybody laughed
okeh inside joke, you wont get it unless you're from css
haha

lindachua woohoo luv her so much

alcohol. i prefer the yellow one, taste v sweet :)

clara & me!

and i luv kiki very much :)
thats linda's puppy btw!

i find this to be quite humorous

guohao & me

thats all
work tomorrow again, afternoon
i need to rest
only slept for 3 hrs ):

goodnight everybody

maybe we'll go too far

Desperate hankering for sushi since i woke up
then, walked to imm with sista lurbe to get some!! fyi imm is a stone throw away from my place
got 3 packets that almost costed me 10 bucks but itz okeh :D

Then my sister is off to work :)


Oh yes, at around 3+ earlier on..
*____ toysrus calling*

ME: hello?
E: hello joyce?
ME: yeah?
E: can you come down to work tmr?
ME: err.. (hesitating bcos im having an event tmr)
ME: yes can
E: okay good come and do paperwork tmr
ME: huh what do you mean by paperwork?
E: oh its... aiyah tmr come down can alr
ME: okay.. what shift?
E: afternoon
ME: okay thx! byebye
E: byebye

hahahaaha damn excited
but i wonder what did he meant by PAPERWORK..
hmmmm kinda afraid that i'll miss linda's party
no worries darling i'll rush down after my work!
by all means squeezing in mrt cabins/cabbing down

May you people kickstart a wonderful year 2009
i hope i do, esp on 12th jan ;)

"If you're gone
maybe it's time to go home"

afresh

new year resolutions for the year 2009?

cliche,
like growing taller, loosing weight, reduce amount of spendings, reduce taking cabs, study hard (if i've done well for Os & get into poly), spend more time with my family & friends (since there's no more relationship)

speaking of which, i realised i've burnt most of my saturdays in the year 2008 with... nvm its all in the past & i've moved on :}

lindachua this is for you,
most prolly i'll be going to your house party tomorrow!


pretty much like blogging here(:
as if there's a calming ambience