meaningful

"Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me. "

-Patience

Sometimes I have no idea as to what I really want and it resulted in me hurting alot of people. I guess I don't think if I'm ready for this. I dont' know if it'll work out. Ultimately its not the people that hurt me, I hurt myself unknowingly.
I hope everything will turn out alright.